Funny how something you thought was helping you operate in this place was the twig in the spokes, friction in […]
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Yesterday I believed ‘inherent’ was a foundation, one made of something tauter than all the bridges on this river. . […]
I looked out at Brighton from the back window of my neighbour’s fourth floor flat. There was fog. The sky […]
Drifters and beggars money makers streets too ancient to be named fought over thousands of years thousands of times all […]
Listening to John Frusciante really had to focus in order to spell his name correctly as he’s not recognised by […]
My fingers have been tapping insistently for ten years, maybe. I’m alert, noticing they’ve stopped. The wooden table surface is […]
I’m irritable you’re irritating I’m hooked on being irritated. Our lines fuzz distort each other merge momentarily from time to […]
The films he watches define him and have been for years he realises one night while questioning himself in relation […]
You’re complicated I was ankle deep fell flat out but the water here is soft didn’t sting my eyes beneath […]
She’s staring into space, it must be black, he thinks, black and full of swirly things, her questions. He wants […]
Wave riding hope I didn’t break you feels like it maybe I’m outrageous but I feel vacuous tonight like all […]
He knows it’s raining even before he hears it a feeling inside out nerves and bone touching cold sheets all […]
The old 1998 internet dial tone plays on the Incubus track I’m listening to and I realise Incubus probably feel […]
Flat out on the riverside by choice I’m sweating out the purge of the poison hoping for a cleansing I […]
Bouncing on the river side lungs heaving but no asthma just general inability to cope because usually I lie in […]
The instrumental piano music I’m listening to makes me want to kill myself. It’s 5AM and it’s dark and the […]
I can hear your wail, can you hear mine? It’s distant and patient and you are my distance patiently waiting, […]
‘Man, the wood feels and smells so good and especially the lemon oil, and I love how my fingers feel […]
She wanted a clean slate so she let herself get dirty. Sunlight hid her pale face and dark intensions, gave […]
Cold and I’m walking towards infinity or what feels like infinity even though I am aware it is not. It […]
He thinks about what Robert De Niro and Jimi Hendrix have in common. ‘They are both cool,’ he says. What […]
Light is his game and colour is his object, abjection and absolution. Falsely it hangs whilst on other days he […]
The girl within you has no eyes only slits filled with shadow. And as silence falls I listen, wonder whether […]
In utero and flying around away from all the sweat and heaving air of all these people, this life. Shambala […]
The wind tunnels through the room heavy and hot. Thoughts hazing my head, more powerful than exhaustion. No force to […]
They will glide around the world and eventually all die, it’s only a matter of the eagles and what I […]
Below are some colourful things with whimsical names that I made and enjoyed making and looking at, so I hope […]
I was eight years old when a kind of magic entered my life: call him greatness personified, wizardry, focus, deadly […]
The moon fizzed in the sky its shining spots clear through spidery cloud. Hand in hand we walked, fingers intertwined, […]
Crystal clear it is, this feeling within, he says. There is a bounce to his step a glimmer in his […]